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Howard Hughes vs. the Deap-Sea Murlocs

Last night I might have slept close to eight hours, the most I've slept at a stretch in weeks. And I feel much better. All it required was having my Seroquel script refilled. I see my doctor on the 19th, and we're going to talk about Lunesta (Seroquel isn't actually a sleep aid; that's just a fortunate side-effect I've stumbled upon). Probably it's not couth, or particularly prudent, or even interesting to talk of one's pills online. Probably I shouldn't do it. Casual excessive disclosure is a dangerous new phenomenon, and I ought know better.

I'm not at all surprised that LJ can't spell couth. The whole concept has likely fled from the world.

The weather is grey and cold, and more snow is on the way.

Yesterday went pretty much as planned. I signed the signature sheets for Subterranean: Tales of Dark Fantasy 2. With Spooky's help, I made it through the galley pages for "The Collier's Venus (1893)" and sent the corrections off to ellen_datlow. There was quite a bit of email.

Spooky figured out how to block all those goddamn idiotic "-ville" game apps in my Facebook account, ending a daily deluge of bullshit.

Today, back to work on The Drowning Girl: A Memoir.

I've left the house three days running. Yesterday, we went by Staples (I needed cardboard file boxes), and the pet shop (cats needed wet food), and the market (dinner), and, finally, the drugstore (chemist really does sound much better). Not an interesting trip Outside, but I'm beginning to understand that if one is to venture Outside on a regular basis, one must also accept that most of those trips will be uninteresting.

Last night, much needed rp in Insilico, Molly and Grendel. And then a little WoW after I took the pill to make me sleepy. Oh, and, in case Blizzard's reading (of course, they aren't), giant cockroaches and giant maggots do not isopods and sea slugs make, respectively.

The current eBay auctions end in a couple of hours, so please have a look. Bid if you are able.

Any thoughts on "—30—"?

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myownpetard
Jan. 7th, 2011 04:57 pm (UTC)
my 2 cents on sleep
meh, if people can talk about headaches and cancer and tyleol and chemo, we can talk about head meds, too!

i gather, from the way dancy reacted to klonapin, that you don't like it much either. have you tried a very very low dose? i take about 1/6 of a pill every night--1/4 if i'm stressed. i still wake up a lot, but i fall asleep and fall back asleep when i wake up. i guess i also don't know if you can take it along with your current meds...

good luck with all that!



greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:11 pm (UTC)
Re: my 2 cents on sleep

meh, if people can talk about headaches and cancer and tyleol and chemo, we can talk about head meds, too!

This go back to, "Just because we can, doesn't mean we should."

i gather, from the way dancy reacted to klonapin, that you don't like it much either. have you tried a very very low dose? i take about 1/6 of a pill every night--1/4 if i'm stressed. i still wake up a lot, but i fall asleep and fall back asleep when i wake up. i guess i also don't know if you can take it along with your current meds...

I've been on Klonopin, at varying dosages, since 1990. But it's of no help with sleep. Quite the opposite.
lady_theadora
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:20 pm (UTC)
I just read "-30-" last night and I thoroughly enjoyed it. What you said about Holly Black the other day, "She gives good fay" applies to you as well.

Overall, a wonderful issue of the Digest. Thank you!
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:21 pm (UTC)

What you said about Holly Black the other day, "She gives good fay" applies to you as well.

Here, I shall grin.
alumiere
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:56 pm (UTC)
I concur with this: chemist really does sound much better; and I am going to try to start using it. Eventually people will get it, right?
alumiere
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:59 pm (UTC)
And I also talk about meds online; although there are a few that I don't mention by name often (ketamine being one) because people think that they're party drugs rather than effective medication for me. I don't really give a rat's ass that the world can see I'm on Trazadone and Nucynta and... but the hallucinogens seem to provoke too much idiocy.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 06:01 pm (UTC)

I don't really give a rat's ass that the world can see I'm on Trazadone and Nucynta and... but the hallucinogens seem to provoke too much idiocy.

It's not I care. What they think, I mean. I just worry about it being turned against me.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 05:59 pm (UTC)

I concur with this: chemist really does sound much better; and I am going to try to start using it. Eventually people will get it, right?

Well, Brits already do. But Americans are hopeless on the matter.
skuldseidhr
Jan. 7th, 2011 06:26 pm (UTC)
As a social worker who takes psych meds, I've come up with some rules for myself regarding disclosure. Mostly, when I'm with a client, I really have to examine my motives. Am I disclosing for myself, or is what I have to say really for the benefit of the client? And is there a way I give the same information without disclosure? There usually is. However, sometimes disclosure can really help. It helps me to know that successful people like yourself take the same meds and suffer the same symptoms as I do. In my job, I've found that anything you say can and will be held against you at a later time by clients. I imagine fame is more so.

For the Horde!!
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 06:40 pm (UTC)

It helps me to know that successful people like yourself take the same meds and suffer the same symptoms as I do. In my job, I've found that anything you say can and will be held against you at a later time by clients. I imagine fame is more so.

This, of course, is what I fear. But I do see your point.
waristerrorism
Jan. 7th, 2011 08:48 pm (UTC)
bb, did u forget to take yr meds
I have found it's better to use the generic name. It is almost 4 on a Friday. Call psychiatrist's secretary or no? My bad, I always ask you for advice. I hope u don't mind being the resident genius.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 08:49 pm (UTC)
Re: bb, did u forget to take yr meds

There's that Placebo song...
docbrite
Jan. 7th, 2011 09:30 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you are getting out and about, but I think your agoraphobia has come to visit me. I haven't left the house for ... hmm ... four days, and when I was out Monday, I wasn't at all happy about it.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 10:15 pm (UTC)

I'm glad you are getting out and about, but I think your agoraphobia has come to visit me.

If you have the inclination, it's an easy trap to fall into. Especially when your psychiatrist says it's okay.
slothman
Jan. 7th, 2011 10:11 pm (UTC)
Discussing how one maintains good health is generally considered polite conversation, and I don’t see why that shouldn’t extend to medication. (Vivid graphic detail that might disquiet one’s readers/listeners, on the other hand, is a subject requiring more delicate handling, or at least a cut tag for “TMI”.) For prudence, though, it depends on how you want to handle the boors who would attempt to use it against you. One could always brazen it out by implying that you’re a responsible individual who is successfully managing her own health and the boor is not: “One of the two of us is clearly off their meds, and it’s not me!” But keeping things like that in friends-locked posts where the boors can’t even see it saves the hassle in the first place.

(Another aspect of prudence would be if you were revealing sufficient information that it could be used against you in a non-rhetorical manner, such as working out that it would be possible to burglarize your house because your sleeping pills would render you insensate at a particular time. But that would be an astonishing level of work for a common burglar. I’d be more concerned with the kind of over-sharing to which Please Rob Me was calling attention.)

My policy on disclosure is a bit more reserved than the XKCD one: if I’m expressing an opinion about an employer that might make them look bad, it goes in a friends-locked post. If an employer might decide not to hire me because of my political opinions, though, or anything else they can glean from my public persona, I really don’t want to work there anyway.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 7th, 2011 10:18 pm (UTC)

Discussing how one maintains good health is generally considered polite conversation, and I don’t see why that shouldn’t extend to medication.

Not when I was growing up in Alabama...

But keeping things like that in friends-locked posts where the boors can’t even see it saves the hassle in the first place.

I've never trusted friend's locked posts not to escape, so I mostly haven't bothered with it.

(Another aspect of prudence would be if you were revealing sufficient information that it could be used against you in a non-rhetorical manner, such as working out that it would be possible to burglarize your house because your sleeping pills would render you insensate at a particular time. But that would be an astonishing level of work for a common burglar. I’d be more concerned with the kind of over-sharing to which Please Rob Me was calling attention.)

Yep. That's what I don't do. Or provide enough information that the Dagon cultists can find me.
jessamyg
Jan. 7th, 2011 11:38 pm (UTC)
Couth, Chemists and Christmas Presents
It is very uncouth for LJ not to be able to spell couth. Living in England I forget that Chemist isn't the universal word in the English-speaking world, very colonial of me(gags at the thought).

And I have just received my Christmas Presents from the snowy North of England. Looking forward to reading The Ammonite Violin and to The Red Tree (again). Just had to tell someone - and will get around to reading the Will Shetterly, Emma Bull and Simon R. Green books too (his Nightside books, a guilty pleasure). I hope this has been long and rambly enough to send you into a deep sleep.
greygirlbeast
Jan. 8th, 2011 12:00 am (UTC)
Re: Couth, Chemists and Christmas Presents

It is very uncouth for LJ not to be able to spell couth.

Someday I will compile a list of words that LJ can not spell (including LiveJournal).

Looking forward to reading The Ammonite Violin

I hope you like it.
spank_an_elf
Jan. 7th, 2011 11:57 pm (UTC)
-30-
My nose is still trying to capture the “nutmeg, mildew and ammonia” sensation. The sensory overload is nasty.

Did writing the story dismiss demons?
greygirlbeast
Jan. 8th, 2011 12:00 am (UTC)
Re: -30-

Did writing the story dismiss demons?

Nope.
poesillchild
Jan. 8th, 2011 01:51 am (UTC)
I'm a few days behind. The idiotic security on my work computer will allow me on Facebook all day yet blocks Livejournal as a social networking site - idiotic. Something is wrong with the world.

I adored "30". Traipsing around the seedier side of Providence with you as a guide. Your willingness to share your beliefs about your weaknesses and your fears is most appreciated.

Spooky is correct. Stop smoking and don't start again. If you read the documents I read everyday, you would never touch another cigarette. We'd like to have you with us for many years to come.

Cheers

greygirlbeast
Jan. 8th, 2011 02:14 am (UTC)

Something is wrong with the world.

Been saying that for years. No one ever listens.

I adored "30". Traipsing around the seedier side of Providence with you as a guide. Your willingness to share your beliefs about your weaknesses and your fears is most appreciated.

Thank you.

Spooky is correct.

I know....
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