There was a bad seizure a little after ten p.m. I came to on the kitchen floor. And often after seizures, if there is not deep, deep sleep, here is insomnia. Like now. I've been dozing for hours, and just took a second Ambien. I'm sitting here at my desk, while the neighborhood sleeps. While the house sleeps. My mind is racing. Such profound quiet. Only the faint hum of the fridge, a fainter clicking from the baseboard radiators.
- Current Location:Noctis Labyrinthus
- Current Mood:
awake
- Current Music:quiet
Comments
here's hoping, for you, and me
I hope you'll be able to take things easy today.
Fortunately, I noticed she'd been out of the room a little too long and was able to gently guide the journey to the floor.
I've fainted on various occasions and one time was apparently heading straight towards a glass patio door ~ Curse managed to catch me at least enough to break the momentum and let me sort of "roll" down rather than have a bad fall.
I'm sure I can speak for Caitlin when I say thank you for being there for her.
It is hard not to want to try to suggest fixes, such as heroin, but both the attempt to repair and crack wise are defense mechanisms.
The truth's that I'm just sorry that you have to deal with them and endure them and I wish I could conjure a potion or a ritual that would remove them from you and force them upon Britney Spears instead.
Well, I have taken up enough of your busy time, and I pray you are feeling well today.
Prozac and WellbutrinXL were both complete wastes of time and money. (for me at least)
Hope you find something that helps.