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One of the marvelous things about having two consecutive days off is, on that second day I can blog about anything I want, and it doesn't have to have anything to do with writing, unless I decide that it will. For example, the fact that Spooky made toasted slices of raisin-cinnamon bread with cream cheese for breakfast. It's as relevant in this moment as anything else.

I can, for example, take another moment to mention Panthalassa, which is the name I have chosen to signify the sea "goddess" whom I shall use to encompass all sea goddesses and all non-anthropomorphic features of the sea. In paleogeography, Panthalassa ("all seas") is the name given the world-wide ocean that surrounded the ancient supercontinent of Pangaea. In the NeoWiccan/Neopagan system I'm working on, Panthalassa will function as one of my primary godforms, and will never be given any single physical form. I arbitrarily refer to Panthalassa as "she," and even as "goddess," but, in truth, Panthalassa is by definition without gender (though she contains all genders and all forms of reproduction), as she is without any single form. I would be equally justified in giving her the form of a trilobite, a stone lying on a beach, a water molecule, a kelp forest, a seal, a great white shark, a sailing ship, a hurricane, or a mermaid's purse. She is equally all these things. Within her is contained all true and useful myths of sea deities and beings: the Oceanids, Poseidon, Amphitrite, Oceanus, Tethys, Triton, Proteus, Rán, Ægir, the nine daughters of Ægir, Pontus, Nereus, Doris, the numerous Nereids, Varuna, Manawydan, Manannán mac Lir, Arnapkapfaaluk, Idliragijenget, Nix, Susanoo, Bangpūtys, Tangaroa, Yemaja, Neptune, Phorcys, Ceto, et al. Panthalassa, though not factual, is true, in that she is the avatar for my reverence of the sea, the focal point of my devotion and meditation. From space, the world is blue, and blue is the colour of Panthalassa, but so is black and all shades of brown and grey and green and the white of sea foam and clouds and water spouts. She is as colourless as she is colourful. It's an idea I've been working on for some time, and it seems to satisfy my needs for a central, infinitely faceted godform tied to something which evokes awe in me (magick being the willful evocation of awe). All life on Earth comes from Panthalassa, and all rain, snow, all rivers and swamps and marshes and deltas, the act of sedimentation, salt, plate tectonics, and so on, all these things are merely expressions of Panthalassa. Panthalassa is indifferent, non-conscious, unfathomable, and endlessly seductive. The choice of name was made largely for personal aesthetic and symbolic reasons; Mother Hydra would work just as well. So far, it's only an idea, an appealing, functional idea filled with contradiction, but it's a start.

As for yesterday, a good day off. Spooky and I drove up to Roswell, to the Phoenix and the Dragon, the witchcraft shop we've used for years now, because we knew we'd likely not have another chance before the move to Providence (not counting today, we have about 26 days until the move). Spooky got me a new hematite ring to replace the last one I broke, and a pretty little Pierre Shale ammonite, Jeltzkytes nodosus I think. Oh, and a night light for the bathroom in the new apartment, translucent porcelain with the moon and a mermaid. The traffic up Peachtree and back down Piedmont was awful, but the day was cloudy and not too warm. I packed four boxes. My tooth hurt less than the day before. I read Chapter 8 of The Hunt for the Dawn Monkey ("Ghost Busters," mostly about the Duke University primate origins conference in the early '90s). After dinner, we watched two more episodes from Season One of Millennium (1-17 and 1-18, "Walkabout" and "Lamentation"). Later, there was a bit of Second Life, and when we went to bed about 1:30 ayem, I read McElligot's Pool to Spooky, which is unusual, because she usually reads it to me. I got a remarkable 8 hrs. sleep. That was yesterday, pretty much.

Oh, two screencaps from SL last night, courtesy omegamorningsta. The first one should put Sirenia Digest subscribers in mind of "Flotsam." Behind the cut:









And speaking of Sirenia Digest #29, my thanks to scarletboi for the exchange yesterday on "Regarding Attrition and Severance." One of my greatest fears about letting people read the piece was that it would be misinterpreted as mere "torture porn," that they would miss the Cosmicism that is critical to understanding the story's intent. He wrote, "I'm glad you chose to share it. It was graphic and horrific (in the original meaning) and brutal. But it was also beautifully written and deeply involving. To be honest, I probably shouldn't have read it until my current work is finished, because I have a feeling it's going to affect the mood of it...I understand the worry. The narration is indifferent enough to be almost clinical, academic. If it took more glee in the proceedings it might edge toward the torture-porn of Saw or Hostel. But I think it came across more elegantly than that, and I hope other readers pick up on the cues as well." Too which I can only add — me, too.

Whoops. I went and fucking wrote about writing. Ah, well. Blame the neglectful platypus for not yet having brought me coffee.

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greygirlbeast
May. 4th, 2008 05:53 pm (UTC)

So who won the autographed novel prize for SIRENIA DIGEST idea generation? Anyone?

No one, yet. But I may yet use one of the ideas that was submitted, in which case, someone will win.
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greygirlbeast
May. 4th, 2008 05:55 pm (UTC)

And you are very welcomed. In truth, I was nervous about posting this.
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greygirlbeast
May. 4th, 2008 07:02 pm (UTC)

It's in that category of things that you never seem completely comfortable talking about, here.

Yep.

I hope you don't mind, but I quoted that passage, whole, in my most recent post.

I do not mind, at all. Oh, and glad you like the icon. I don't recall who I stole it from...
unknownbinaries
May. 4th, 2008 11:15 pm (UTC)
In the vein of what wolven quoted, I have something I've been meaning to give you, before you leave, if you like.
greygirlbeast
May. 4th, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)

In the vein of what wolven quoted, I have something I've been meaning to give you, before you leave, if you like.

Ooh. Pretty. Thank you. Yeah, I have a DVD I need to give him, too, so we'll arrange something.
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greygirlbeast
May. 5th, 2008 12:40 am (UTC)

Based on this picture, you must be the *white woman*! Aha. Truly, I got all the clues from your story and even some humor too. Thanks for sharing it!

You're welcome. And, truly, I am merely one incarnation of the white woman.
usagiko
May. 5th, 2008 01:38 am (UTC)
Re: Panthalassa

Sounds like you hit it on the nose, she of many forms. It makes total sense to me. I would love to hear you write more about it. :3
greygirlbeast
May. 5th, 2008 02:28 am (UTC)

It makes total sense to me. I would love to hear you write more about it. :3

Thank you. Likely, I will.
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greygirlbeast
May. 5th, 2008 02:29 am (UTC)

What you have written about Panthalassa.... beautiful. Just beautiful. Thank you for sharing.

You're very welcomed, and thank you.
sovay
May. 5th, 2008 03:33 am (UTC)
I would be equally justified in giving her the form of a trilobite, a stone lying on a beach, a water molecule, a kelp forest, a seal, a great white shark, a sailing ship, a hurricane, or a mermaid's purse. She is equally all these things.

Many gods and many voices. Yes.
greygirlbeast
May. 5th, 2008 05:57 am (UTC)

Many gods and many voices. Yes.

The conversations we will have...
loki1978de
May. 5th, 2008 07:12 am (UTC)
One of the best tries ever to express godlike allness in everything. All and no colour/form/gender
For me water is also the best symbol for love

Took a trip to your museum in New Babbage. I simply love it.
robyn_ma
May. 5th, 2008 03:03 pm (UTC)
Hey, remember that Isabella Rossellini bug porn I mentioned several thousand years ago?

You can now watch it.
greygirlbeast
May. 5th, 2008 04:04 pm (UTC)

Hey, remember that Isabella Rossellini bug porn I mentioned several thousand years ago?

Of course I do. Squee!*

*No, that was not an actual squee.
robyn_ma
May. 5th, 2008 04:26 pm (UTC)
Of course it wasn't.
omegamorningsta
May. 6th, 2008 09:27 am (UTC)
Awwwww... look at us, by the sea. :D

Oh and the religion talk? beautiful, and awe inspiring and wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing it with us.
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