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Howard Hughes takes stock

A strange barrage of dreams just before waking this morning, or a barrage of strange dreams. More likely the latter. The dreams were stranger than the barrage itself. You were there, sovay. A staircase that seemed to lead unexpected places, places that it should not. A five-and-a-half-minute staircase. I really wish I could remember more of it.

I have fallen off the horse, as they say. Between the sickness, worrying about the sickness and the bills it has spawned, the exhaustion, the winter, and the easy distractions of technology, I have fallen off the horse.That is, I am not writing. I have not written since the 30th, and I have more dental surgery on Wednesday, which is helping to keep me from getting back on the horse. But...the horse is all that matters. I am now dreadfully behind on this novel — behind in the sense that it has a due date, and I can only write so fast, and I will not rush it. Regardless of my health, regardless of uncertainty, I have to start writing again. As soon as possible or sooner. It does not matter if I only want to go back to bed every day. It matters that Joey Lafaye is written and written well, as I am a writer, and a writer who does not write is no longer a writer. I suppose this is what they call a "pep talk." From me to me and aimed at no one and nothing else.

And now, that I have been shown so much generosity, and now that at least the financial worries have been greatly lessened, that's an excuse I can't use to justify the fact that I am not writing. Since I became a writer, or rather, a published author, I have written through illness and chaos, through pain and doubt, and that's all I have to do now. Something I have done plenty enough times before. What I will do so long as I am alive.

And yes, I am rather saddened by the news of Roy Scheider's death. And despite all the unfortunate films he took part in, he also made some very fine films — Jaws, All That Jazz, Sorcerer, Marathon Man, etc..

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The eBay auctions continue. Also, if you can, please consider a subscription to Sirenia Digest. Or pick up one of the new mass-market paperback editions of the novels. Once again, here are the links to the correct Amazon pages:

Daughter of Hounds

Silk

Threshold

Low Red Moon

I think that I am beginning to favor A is for Alien for the title of the sf collection. That was my original title, and I only began to consider others because Neil released M is for Magic last year, and I sort of felt that I'd been beaten to the punch. I was probably being silly.

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Not much else to say about yesterday. There was a walk that should have been longer, but the wind made my teeth and ears ache, so we didn't get very far at all. Last night, I tried to watch a National Geographic channel documentary on the consequences of global warming, but it was one of those cases where things had been dumbed so far down and were being stated so poorly that I gave up after an hour. We watched another episode of Angel ("The Shroud of Rahmon"). We went to bed.

Oh, and once again, the link to the transcript from Shahrazad's Water of Life ceremony, which I finally finished and posted. I tried to make this one less like a transcript, more like prose, where possible. It's sort of like writing.

And lastly, a rather nice review of the Beowulf novelization at "The Book Swede and his Blog."

Comments

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robyn_ma
Feb. 11th, 2008 05:18 pm (UTC)
'And yes, I am rather saddened by the news of Roy Scheider's death. And despite all the unfortunate films he took part in, he also made some very fine films — Jaws, All That Jazz, Sorcerer, Marathon Man, etc..'

Not to mention Naked Lunch.
greygirlbeast
Feb. 11th, 2008 05:20 pm (UTC)

Not to mention Naked Lunch.

Alas, I had to stop somewhere.
robyn_ma
Feb. 11th, 2008 05:22 pm (UTC)
True. But evoking that movie adds that much more flavor to the day, so I did...
sovay
Feb. 11th, 2008 06:30 pm (UTC)
. The dreams were stranger than the barrage itself. You were there, sovay.

Hello . . .

(I had no dreams last night that I can remember, which is unusual for me. Perhaps this is where they went.)

I think that I am beginning to favor A is for Alien for the title of the sf collection.

It's the most appropriate.

And yes, I am rather saddened by the news of Roy Scheider's death.

I saw him once at the American Museum of Natural History. He was in the cafeteria, having lunch; ordinary. It made me happy.
greygirlbeast
Feb. 11th, 2008 06:53 pm (UTC)

Hello . . .

So, I take it this was a one-way interaction.

I saw him once at the American Museum of Natural History. He was in the cafeteria, having lunch; ordinary. It made me happy.

Cool.
sovay
Feb. 12th, 2008 02:08 am (UTC)
So, I take it this was a one-way interaction.

My brain can be bad with incoming calls . . .
mountainlaurel
Feb. 11th, 2008 09:51 pm (UTC)
"A" is before "M" in the alphabet, you know, which sort of means you're still ahead. Right?
activistgirl
Feb. 11th, 2008 09:59 pm (UTC)
RE: the dumbening of NGC
The same thing happened to me yesterday while watching Naked Science's "Hubble Trouble." The narrator said something to the effect of how far apart everything is in the Universe and how very bad it would be for humans if things were closer together. I was like, "Omigosh!" in my best Brittany voice. At least it's good for a laugh, even if it is sometimes written for third graders! Maybe they need a channel for those of us who are in a bit deeper-or is that channel called "the library"?!?
greygirlbeast
Feb. 12th, 2008 02:59 am (UTC)
Re: the dumbening of NGC
or is that channel called "the library"?!?

Very possibly.

Edited at 2008-02-12 02:59 am (UTC)
retrophoto
Feb. 12th, 2008 02:01 am (UTC)
You can always use one of my favorite pep talks, courtesy of Mr. Scheider himself.

"It's showtime..."
greygirlbeast
Feb. 12th, 2008 02:58 am (UTC)

"It's showtime..."

Fucking A.
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