greygirlbeast (greygirlbeast) wrote,

The Worse Day of 2019 (Thus Far)

Blue skies and clouds most of the day, but a thunderstorm this evening. Currently, it's 73˚F.

Today, I did another 1,347 words on "The Lady in the House of Crowning Glory." But today's pages seem every bit as much mediocrity as yesterday's.

A wicked, black shitstorm inside my head today. The three hours I spent writing was the only calm. I don't know how much longer this is going to keep up. I had a couple day's respite from the anger and frustration, but then it came roaring back.

Today, documentaries on the Parker Solar Probe and free climbing El Capitan.

I just fucking want to fast forward a week or two...


12:11 a.m.
Tags: "the lady of the house of crowning glory, anger, dancy, depression, documentaries, frustrations, good movies, mediocrity, misery, thunderstorms

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