greygirlbeast (greygirlbeast) wrote,
greygirlbeast
greygirlbeast

"So lie near the wall and cover your head."

It's cold and sunny here. Most of the snow is still on the ground, so I'm trying not to look out the windows. Currently, it's 27˚F, but the windchill is 19˚F. In Birmingham, it's 55˚F.

All my Valentines who ever were, all of you are in my head today. I know the colors of your eyes.

No writing yesterday. I let myself get angry, and then I let myself get scared, which led to more anger. Today, I have to try and do better. I might have had a sort of meltdown on Facebook, born of having taken too much shit off to many assholes.

There was a very fine package that the postman brought me, though, a gift from an old and dear friend in Athens, Georgia, a wooden box of delightful and mysterious treasures. Thank you, Jules. I have a photograph.

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Resistance, Peace, and Compassion,
Aunt Beast
Tags: anger, athens, cephalotine, cold, fear, gifts, jules, lost days, not writing
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